So, I took another extremely long break away from blogging. Been working on my office, on learning the art of self-reliance and just generally trying to get myself back on my feet. It has been an extremely emotionally challenging month.
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That aside, the office is finally coming to shape and I've been in talks with people. I don't think the studio is going to lack business but I hope this isn't just my over-confidence talking here. I honestly, sincerely hope that things are going to work out fine because I've put in nothing short of my best for the past few weeks.
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My heart has been extremely heavy lately. I like what I am doing but I don't like the way my closest people are leaving me.
It's 5.18am and my thoughts are incoherent as ever.
I haven't cried for awhile but tonight I wish something would trigger off an emotional meltdown. I'd like that. I think it'd be good for my heart. I think it'd be nice to let go for once.
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I miss you, you and you. I miss my 18th and 19th birthday. I miss having all of you around me. I miss feeling like I don't have a thing to worry about at all. I miss having you around me. I miss the past 7 years.
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This post seems to be a compilation of all the snippets of thoughts going through my mind this dreary Monday morning. The boyfriend just woke up. Guess this is my cue for goodnight then.
I have another long day ahead of me tomorrow.
Next post up ~ pictures of the completed office/studio!
