After months and months of planning and slogging and working too hard to be true, we've finally moved La Novella Studio out to our new space at Eunos Techpark. I really, really love it here. I love how convenient it is to go home. I love how clean the environment is. I love how there's a canteen at level 3. I also love the amount of facilities that come with it.
But with a larger space like this comes a lot of new responsibilities. I've been working my heart out these days. Been coming out with a whole new host of plans that I wish I could disclose here right now but I can't... I'm excited by the possibilities that is in front of me but I'm also beyond afraid of what lies ahead.
I am scared because somewhere inside me is still that little girl who's afraid of taking up responsibilities. Somewhere inside me, I still feel unsure of every decision that I'm supposed to make. And it's scary because in my position, there is no room for uncertainty. There is no room for me to be unsure and unwilling to take up responsibilities. There is no more room for mistakes.
And sometimes, just sometimes. All these responsibilities choke me. It chokes the life out of me.
Last year, this day, I graduated from Temasek Polytechnic. I vaguely remember the day. A lot has passed since that day. A lot has changed too. I am no longer working on Thursday Tales. I was trying to think of all that I've accomplished since graduation but nothing fantastic really comes to my mind. I kinda feel like I didn't achieve much after all.
One more year before my deadline for myself is up. Let's see some substantial results this year round, Vilvian.
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